djet0's Journal of... Schtuffiez

Voice Actress Aya "Gamera" Shi-something

2008-04-04T06:46:03Z

So I met another girl in a dream today. It feels weird to say that. I've thought it over, I'm not dreaming of girlfriend-material here. The people I've met are like friends that I may never meet or make.
On the bright side, I liked this dream until it got to the end. Boo.
Well, where to start? (This is going to feel a bit embarrassing, but whatthehey, I want to have a dream log then I will have it! XD)

Let's the prominent location starter would in a hall somewhat resembling the Community Center... (how do I describe three community centers put together in a 'u' pattern? Oh wait.)
Eh, I'm starting to get hesitant here. iDOLM@STER. Oh yeah, I dreamed that somebody from Namco Bandai got together 11 girls to perfectly portray each idol from the game and make one awesome anime-movie thing. Wow.

Now I had mixed feelings about this. Among the most prominent was proud and happy. And a bit of anxiousness as the actresses were watching from behind the crowd. Awesome. The current thought at the time was thinking that these girls were the real deal (Ritsuko! Ritsuko in the back! With Yukiho and Miki! It was like, woah, they for real! >_<). (If it's a movie, there is no real deal. Only actors and actresses. I realized this much later in this sequence. Heh.)

Now I like this part; here's the kicker. After trying to converse with Ritsuko's actress, I turn to meet, I guess, this awfully cute looking girl. The main thing I've convinced myself to like her was her occupation and her clothes. Yes, clothes, among the looks of a black wide-brimmed hat and the usual skirt clothing, but with a tie. Now that was a cool fashion statement you don't see everyday. How did I acquaint with her, that is one my peeves about this dream. So through some introduction and some interesting conversation that I can't recall, I retained this: her name was Aya but her nickname was Gamera, she is also a (bilingual) voice actress (which would also make a her a singer). This has got to make her Japanese if not Asian with her shoulder-length black hair and pretty eyes. Definitely a cheery person with an invincible aura. Well, I couldn't stay for the wholoe iDOLM@STER movie, but I knew that is was great.

The next thing I knew is that I'm in my family car/van going out to lunch. Lo and behold, Aya has tagged along. More forgetful yet interesting conversation ensue until we confirmed our destination for lunch. That's when things got iffy. I've been calling her Aya and Gamera, but I wanted to stick with one name. My choice was Aya and when I inquired to just use that name, a of wave of depression, boom, all over her stylish looks. That's where I woke up with this first thought: the depression factor matches a depressed Nicky except it was augmented cuz it was a girl. I also kicked myself because this friendship plot was really going somewhere. I also wanted to find out what tragic past has made her regret being called Aya.I forced myself back to sleep risking my hour warning. I had re-sleep because it turned ero-nice; not the right direction but still nice. The last thing I know I did was giving her a hug.

WRONG WRONG WRONG! If she was Asian, I can't completely treat her like SLA and hug it out! Argh, I knew that was the first instinct so I made sure I wanted to avoid that when beginning to console her. Sheesh, now this plot device will span too many possibilities. I am sad to "lose another friend."

So that's her. Voice actress Aya aka Gamera to many due to some inside joke. Such a sad face she put up. Girlfriend material, huh... Makes me wonder if I'm going to acquire the skill to "hit it off with someone." I wouldn't like to be a NEET at all. I hope to find some time get a picture of her somehow...

Dream log flippin' END.

You know, I really, REALLY need to improve my writing. Trotch would kill me to see what I've written above. Maybe someday I'll come back and redux it to make flow like a proper story. Yeah, maybe I will. Sheet.

Ehm...

2008-02-29T07:27:42Z

Ahem...
NOTE TO SELF:
No one thinks like you or feels your level of comfort... Whoops and sorry, bub.

The dreams...

2007-10-23T06:42:35Z

An excerpt from the previous post to avoid the non-dream junk.
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On another, 'nother side note. I've been quite... perturbed, I guess that's the word, by two of, I'm sure it was, 6 dreams in two hours worth of REM time between 5 - 7 AM. The first one... to get it over with... quite... HARD TO DESCRIBE. I liked it, I know that. I guess let's say it's a ERO-future I'd like to envision once in a while. The second totally gets me. I was part of a group of six friends that totally had that familiar forever feeling. The host bodies were people I knew from school; however, the personalities were not of the people I knew. Like many of my other dreams, I'd like to meet them again: two cool-headed girls, who were also very smart, the free-spirited girl, easy-going guy, cool dance-able dude... who are you guys? Setting: the never ending dance club. Idea: to something that involved investigation and blocking off. Second setting: the hallway outside my room.
-sigh-

T_T

2007-10-23T06:40:03Z

As posted in Naviance:
10/22/07
Current GPA: 2.00
Current Music: Jazzy Blues Remixes
Current Mood: Thus... SO close to improving...

Well, so much for a brighter future. I was reminded that SJSU was out of my league. Curse me, you overthinking thinker person fiend-dude guy! Mission College, anyone? So as of now, first quarter is over. It's time to pound the nails into the coffee table! Or something like that. Oh damn... I totally forgot my Government book for Gov homework... >_<
Okay... this pounding is once again not going as well as I hoped.

As for school related activities, let's see... Men's Volleyball looks nonexistent. Once Ms. Carroll comes back, I have to ask about scheduling for Tennis along with Mr. Ward. Golf. Amnesty just had a vigil for solidarity for Darfur, pretty cool, it was. Shorter than expected, though. Anime club needs to be hijacked ASAP. For this Wednesday, I need to lead some of us into discussion. This club should not be for watching only. Sorry Improv... if we even have any...

On a different note, Sunday's Mass reminded me of something really nice. I forgot the fact that miracles really exist, including divine miracles. For a long time, I've been thinking on a major MAJOR logic basis. I've forgotten how powerful prayer can be. And the only thing that makes it powerful is that one prays truly TRULY unselfishly. They say, or more specifically, Mary once said, "Let your will be done unto me." Very wise words, MM. That's authentic trust and devotion. Sadly, since I think too logically, there will always be a hint of selfishness in my prayers. Thus, failing myself... huh.

On another side note, I received a call from my brother who moved to San Diego not too long ago. Unfortunately that fire has put him and his guardians in some sort of distress. The call for evacuation has been made. Thus, his household is now a safe place for our Aunt's and Uncle's neighbors. Ashes, outside = masks and teary eyes. Result: Youtube TWK. Ten whole minutes worth of talking and I haven't told him how much I've enjoyed being brother-less. I guess it's too mean. I'm not totally enjoying it.

On another, 'nother side note. I've quite... perturbed, I guess that's the word, by two of, I'm sure it was, 6 dreams in two hours worth of REM time between 5 - 7 AM. The first one... to get it over with... quite... HARD TO DESCRIBE. I liked it, I know that. I guess let's say it's a ERO-future I'd like to envision once in a while. The second totally gets me. I was part of a group of six friends that totally had that familiar forever feeling. The host bodies were people I knew from school; however, the personalities were not of the people I knew. Like many of my other dreams, I'd like to meet them again: two cool-headed girls, who were also very smart, the free-spirited girl, easy-going guy, cool dance-able dude... who are you guys? Setting: the never ending dance club. Idea: to something that involved investigation and blocking off. Second setting: the hallway outside my room.

Hmmm... I feel a bit better now... let's do our best now...
*Time to finish off homework*

Am I ... what was the word?

2007-10-10T05:55:28Z

>_<
I just put my self through the end of another series... I hate when that happens... especially when I have no sign of an upcoming sequel of sort. I was planning to do another progress report of school, but today, I've made an exception. There's no one to talk about this, and the IRC would suck me into another hour biting of chatting. So I guess I'll put it on paper... or more like the web.
So the series is Lucky ☆ Star which is somewhat similiar to a famous predecessor known as Azumanga Daioh. This series has more depth compares to Azu. The selection of personalities is much more realistic. It's like, anyone can relate to a character... SOMEHOW. The focus is mainly on four friends (girls) and their lives among other friends and relatives (mostly girls). (One is smart, but airheaded; another is a gamer/otaku; one of the sisters is a ditz; the other is more down to earth-ish). One of the major highlights of the whole series is the dance sequence used for the OP. Wee, it's so popular! Just youtube it!
24 episodes later it comes to end... >0<
It's one of those Banzai! Let's get the game on... -fades-

sigh... I should write more for a more convincing review thing, but it's not like anyone watches it unless they ACTUALLY see it, right?
Oh well. It was fun, I hope there is some kind of future release and best of all pertaining to this series, I hope I can find people to work the dance sequence with! Amethyst Dragon is already on board herself... two is an okay number... not really a crowd either... Uh oh, wishful thinking again...

Well, I'll see, the city is full of anime wathcers... I wonder who's a Lucky Star fan?

Note to self: Take series very, very, VERY slowly so the end doesn't take you by surprise... T_T too late.

An Experience of Suffering

2007-10-09T05:09:29Z

Christian Lifestyles

Chapter 5 deals with the topic of suffering and healing. It's a challenging chapter, not because the material is so difficult, but because the experience of suffering is difficult. Suffering is a universal experience. No one can go through life without dealing with it to some degree. Obviously some people suffer much more than others. (It goes back to the lesson we've discussed several times already -- "Life isn't fair.")

Today we'll begin Chapter 5 by sharing your responses to the first reflection question, which deals with our own experiences of suffering. Please come to class today prepared to share and to listen attentively.

• HOMEWORK •

1. Reflection Question #5-1: "An Experience of Suffering"

Write about an experience of suffering in your life. What happened? How did you respond?

Required length: As long as it takes to tell your story
Due date: Today, October 9th (Tomorrow is the last opportunity you have to turn in this paper for partial credit.)

Tuesday, October 09, 2007 | Permalink

http://mrcarroll.typepad.com/

I guess I can say turned my life into a lifetime experience of suffrage. I’m people say that it’s alright, and this stuff is normal. I have to agree AND disagree with that fact. I’ve come to appreciate our human minds over the course of life; however, I’ve failed to set the correct standards and limits of it. I tend to fantasize too much. Hence it results to numerous time when I space out, playing with those thoughts. Then the situation worsens: I start to WISH. Then I lose all train of thought and just sit there WISHING. That’s why they have the saying, “Don’t just sit there, do it!” Really, that’s easier said than done. Night after night, I find myself wishing for this and wishing for that. In the end, I depress myself as I repress and suppress. Once in a while I nearly come to a psychological breakdown which I somehow sleep off with my music and the lik. It’s only happened twice as far as I can remember. I just cry and cry… I think they called this a chemical imbalance. What am I suffering from anyways? This excess of wishful thoughts was unreal in the first place. I want to expect more from the future. However, the boundary of reality can only stretch so far. I’ve turned and avoided from that path many times. Can I continue to do so? Will I even make it; to at least my 30th birthday? It wracks my mind; visions of this and that; sounds from here and there. Rather than inhibiting these thoughts, I somehow catalyze them especially with my academics. This is also a mistake to let these things interfere academics in the FIRST place… Oi… Why did I ever let it come this far? Hoi… senior year and I’m still dragging. I got to stop here, I’m close to starting that engine of Mablargh again… and I don’t want to. ‘Need to finish other homework too… I’m sure that this is suffering too, right?

Tomorrow.... Moo

2007-10-06T06:31:19Z

As posted in Naviance

October 5, 2007
Current GPA: 1-something... I didn't anything.
Song Stuck in Head: Stuff by SLA Choir
Current Mood:... Was Sleepily Excited... now annoyed and sad...

Bleh, stupid blog can't retain info... there goes my post...
T_T T_T T_T
Nutshell:
SAT tomorrow, let's beat this!
Feel Good: 97% on chair project, thanks, Jas and Mrs. Bahd. We rocked!
Feel Bad: I'm sorry Mr. I.

Heeeeeh... I need proper rest!!

2007-10-05T07:06:42Z

As posted in Naviance... again.
10/4/07
Current GPA: 1.Splarge
Current mood: It's so obvious...

Well, another day, another unfinished homework... or two... or three... maybe more than three.
I wonder how I messed up my biological clock sometimes. I thought I was nocturnal when I was younger. Then I thought I was light powered. Now I'm sure that I run on a battery that needs daily charging. Sleeping in chunks does not help, and once it's twelve o' clock, it's all down hill from there.

My window was and still is open. To sleep at bad increments and be hit with the cold wind is, well, dumb, I guess. This morning, I ended up with a headache AND stomachache. To take care of this, some sleep and a solar belt was required. Woohoo, a solar belt... it's amazing to me that I'm using a product that was from the 80s or 90s to warm up my stomach. It's only 12, but I'm starting to hold down some of keys for a while now... zzzzzzzZZZZZZZZZZzzzzzzzzZZZZZZZZ

Friday, I got to do something... I know Saturday is an SAT... but Friday is bugging me... too many things... I need to stuff, and I need to say something... maybe tomorrow, hopefully.

Vent now, Then hurry up!

2007-10-04T07:10:06Z

As posted on Naviance journal; I won't say anything yet...

Date: Oct. 3, 2007
Current GPA: 1.40 ='(
Currently Listening: Bill of Rights by M. Seidler

Let this be a journal entry of self-reminder. Like many other seniors, I fret over the thought college. To be more specific, I fret over the thought of college applications. It seems like I'm the only person who don't know what in the world an application is supposed to be... Fortunately, there are solutions! To be more specific, there are ONLINE solutions!

Another note: Visit Ms. Stoll for site urls. I believe we want the Common App and CSU stuff.

Hey, today was a day for a new episode of Bionic Woman... too bad...

I can't shake this feeling... Dad wants a doctor appointment this Friday... but I was sure that I had other plans for that day... which was it? SAT studying, perhaps? But that's home stuff, I felt there was a more school-related activity...

1.40 is not a very pretty number... I hope Doc can help me for sure... Eubanks' kitchen timer thing is starting to be very annoying... very. My homework rate has also slown down... stupid sleepage; I need some exercise time...

Note: Consider of an EXTRA BAG for a change of clothes and the Fitness card.
Counter Note: I don't wanna 'nother bag with me! X'0

Growing sleepy, please check this again, ET. I hope I remember to bookmark this on the other laptop... wait... homework first... -_-;

Sigh.... No more... stuff... Dead

2006-02-26T08:21:09Z

What's a guy to do now? The thought of future work is driving me cwazy!!
Please, make it stop!! T_T
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Oh yeah, I forgot... that's life... in school...

More dancing, Yogurt!

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Argh!!!

Story time! "Doom doom doo doodoo doom..." Time to kill 56k'ers!

2006-02-25T10:35:34Z

"Oh, you touch my tra la la...
Mmmm, my ding ding dong...
La la lalala lalala lalalalalala la lalala lalalala lalalalala..."

Oh yeah, it's a weird song, but a bit techno-ish and like an Asian, I like it.

My phone's been updated! I have reception! I need a ray of light on me and a choir of angel plz! 'Cuz I've got FULL RECEPTION! AND A NEW PHONE! WITH (No need for it but anyhows) BLUETOOTH-ABLE FUNCTIONS!! PLUS F***ING V-CASTIC OPTIONS!
*Wee~*
Right, enough of that... kthx, bye.

Meh, whatever!

You can just suck it! 'Cuz I gave Cid a deadly banana! (Be scared anti-Cloud's)

Where else did I get this lovely weapon for Cid? Target, of course! Show them the moves, Yogurt!

Sometime later after Cid got pwned by choking on his cigarette, I saw, who other? Chuck Norris!!!!11! AND THEN! All of a sudden Hitler came out! Oh $#|†!!1! So guess what!? Thass damn right A bone crushing side kick from Norris to Hitler (who by the way has ongly gots ONE ball)!

Yep,it was as hazy as ever...

I, then, ran off fearing that stupid powerhouse! I was scared 'cuz even the boogeyman's afraid of Chuck Norris! I must say the next thing I saw was simply amazing...! I was about to get assaulted by some ninjas until our friendly neighborhood cop came!

And tthen taught me something... something that I'm not sure I need... damn... sign language is HARD.

I walked away with this new knowledge... only to have forgotten the hand motions... boy do I regret it... my day came to an end when I saw....
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A bunny... with a tea cake balanced on its head

I thought the tea cake was for me... onyl to find out: it wasn't. (Dun dun dun.) It was supposed to be for the princess of hell. How the hell should I know?! So she came up and I blurted out, "Etna?! Why in the hell are you here?!?!?!ZOMGWTFJKLOLBBQ!?!?!"
She gasped trying to figure how I knew her. Really I didn't know, I said I 'BLURTED OUT.' So in the end, she decided to gun me down...

Bitch.

Surprisingly... I'm somehow still here to tell the tale... how'd that happen? Hmmm.... OF COURSE!
*POINTS*

Damn, crossdressing, magical, 10 year old, brat! I will blame it on you!
MUHAHAHAHAHAHA!!!
Let's dance!

The Frickin' End ?

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I think I overdid it.... oh well... Boredom rules us... and it SUCKS!!!

~Milfie-jet over and out

I am djet... O RLY? JA.

2006-02-24T06:38:43Z

WaZZup?
I get soooo tired nowadays... just like everyone else... bleh... I have an interesting idea... I've been reading editorials of of a dude in good 'ol Japan... and... I just tossed the idea. meh. go check it out yourselves... http://outpostnine.com
Well... time to die and go back to sleep mode again... bleh... hehehehehe. Bleh.

O RLY? JA RLY...

2005-12-22T06:16:50Z

Right now, I'm thinking back on the day school lets out for Xmas break...
~It's after school and I'm hanging around in front of the school... y'know, with my leftover truffles and stuffs. Anyways, a few of us were left. I'm just sitting there watching my bit torrent download... bit by bit(hence Bit Torrent) And so there's people either going to 7-11 or coming back from 7-11 and I'm just sitting there. Then people comes out and sits down chatting around me... (Jess comes up to me and starts asking me to play Super Mario World for her... like I have anything better to do?) So I do and I find out Susie and Colin are gonna... go steady... (steady is pretty weak for relationships in our school... y'know what i mean? kthnx, watever) And then there's a strange discussion about ... something... and... something and then it became drugs...(what was that something?) And so, good thing was that they all say they can't see me with drugs (Me? Angel-like? meh. XP). Then comes from the pavilion gates: Rainyday. Gawd, how happy she looked... heh. (I'll never forget that face. XD) She then tells me eveything and her little like/love problem and then comes an amazing discussion between her and a freshman named Frank(ie). I'm listening in and there's totalyy more I need to understand about the upcoming life ahead of me... now I'm really gonna miss rainyday if she goes... There's really more to people depending where you are, I guess...~

I can't describe the mutual feeling, but it lingers... making me yearn for something... huh...

G'rr Goes Doo Doo Dodo Dodoo...

2005-12-02T02:04:32Z

You know, I'll never get to write long and crazy/funny LJ posts like you guys can do... I can't seem to think that way...
Well, anyways... Here's something I've always wanted to say:
and something like
Oh well, it's pointless to do so anyways... oh, and I dropped auditioning for the play too. I wanted to join Tech Crew instead. Ms. Carrol was like, "But you're a singer!"
I AM NOT a singer. I sing, yes. I can sing, yes. But I do not have a voice for singing. Nor do I have a monologue... Actually, I was thinking to use this guy's speech for a monologue:

But, I thought it was to short, huh.
It would've been nice to be part of the play, but I've decided I wanted to work behind the scene with the Tech Crew; sorry for any disappointments.
Farenheit 451...
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I... like it. It's pretty cool. The way how the world looks, the randomness in the conversations... hah, cool.
I get bored easily... sure, but I need to work on focusing... something I can't do, like right now... my homework is not done... yet I am still typing.
Question before I forget: Can I get the LJ usernames of people from school, please? It's hard to look for people in myspace... there are too many persons.
You know, I've been thinking, and Iv'e realized I have a problem in life... (don't we all do? wtf?) Actually, I want some peace of mind, but I won't be getting any... my head, never evers rest... I phail, man, I phail! (See? Fail with a "P", dammit!) It's kinda pulling me apart... I'm forgetting both good times and bad times of my past... I miss the feelings... I've realized I need to settle things with people... but I can't (away with that idea) I need a study group too. Something that doesn't truly exist... huh (away with that idea, too). It's too dark outside to work, not to mention cold and far from the rest room (Not. =P). But I can take care of that (and away with that idea also).
I constantly ask "What the hell am I looking for in life? What in the world is it?" I slowly disappointed my oarents when this gets in the way of my work. Talking with people on the net seems like a reliever for me. I post in forums and stuff, so I feel fine everytime, but getting into work mode... it just doesn't help. I don't bother to listen to the teachers much now... what's up? You mean what's down? Huh? Wha? Eh? The sum of the two legs of a right triangle squared equals the square if its hypotenuse! ZOMGWTFLOLBBQ! ph34r my l337, 1m 2 l337 4 j00, n00b, lol! This is my howse; must protect this howse, PROTECT THIS HOWSE!
Knock knock
Who's there?
It's me, Jesus, LOL!
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Knock knock
Jesus?
Don't mind me, I'm just checking the durabilty of your door, LOL!
~
Jesus on cross: BRB
John: LOL!
... It's just like that: confusing and nonsensible... T_T... Mwah...
I often think of my future, of what I want to be. If become a doctor, I can help others with my intelligence and stuff. Save lives, and be an interpreter for Vietnamese/English patients. Then I think, "Will I be happy?" A job, often, people think of money when it comes to jobs. Heck, if I get the job will Ifrekin be happy? Hell no. Sure, money is the best point of it all, but being the richest man on earth <- the celeberty title, top of Microsoft and stuff, and making sure Google doesn't eat away the internet... dammit, forget that crap. SATs too?! Aw, shit, it's a buncha bull, not nice... and my grades?! Fughedaboutet. For some reason, I can forget all of this for the sake of nothing, yes it's pointless! I shouldn't be doing this! Argh, why? I dunno! Tell me! -sigh-
Nowatimes, I get strange visions in my head. It's not to complexing. They're all something that my mind wants to draw, and if I do, I'd love myself and be happy for a long, long time. But obviously, my hands can't, I'm no artist, but I can sure impersonate copy... something I dun wanna do. Heck, I actually want to draw out Farenheit 451! Make a manga format and bing badda boom. Heh, forget it, I dun wanna care anymore. I'm starting to hate fictional lives, cuz I envy them. They all get problems, but in the end it good. In reality, you hardly get those two choices. Gun to your head, they for location of the money. Do you give it to them? No? Bang. Yes? -walk away from victim- Bang. Somethings are never easy.
I hope friends can help me out somehow, but, there's never a right time for them to do that... That's enough for. My battery runs out at 40%. It's at 42%.
~Take care, please.
~djet0 (Milfie-jet)

Sigh...

2005-11-14T00:48:58Z

again, these weird thoughts flows in and out, but this time it's not about her.
Anyways, the days are getting more depressive. Even when it's sunny, I need a bike ride, but my helmet's all shit.
So Eddy died, he did. That guy was cool,but I haven't see any wrestling in awhile.
Animefreak, those questions, the things your brother say should NOT bother you. The answers are self-explanatory.
Zekiel, you are not gonna pass on that game thingy to me, none of you will. NONE OF YOU.
Catapult, too many quizzes! It's overkill, yo!
Inuclone, dammit, I missed his b-day bash, eh?
Anyways, Like I said, the days ARE getting depressing. I need less adreneline to get more into work.
Dammit, work work work work work work work work work work... WORKWORKWORKWORKWORKWORKWORKWORKWORKWORKWORKWORKWORKWORKWORKWORKWORKWORKWORKWORKWORKWORKWORKWORKWORKWORKWORKWORKWORKWORKWORKWORKWORKWORKWORKWORKWORKWORKWORKWORKWORKWORKWORKWORKWORKWORKWORKWORKWORKWORKWORKWORKWORKWORKWORKWORKWORKWORKWORKWORKWORKWORKWORKWORKWORKWORKWORKWORKWORKWORKWORKWORKWORK!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAARRRRRRRRRRRGH!!!!
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Why, oh, why... buh buh buh buh, buh buhbuh buh, buh buh buh buh...
Heh, last night I was playong my sax, I triedplaying something called Nanori Angel (Translation: I dunno) It's a song from the Galaxy Angel 4th OST. Basicly it's the opening theme song with a bunch of jazz...
Weeeeeel, anyways... There's a bee.... on the floor... and it's crawling... aw, the poor thing. DIE!
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I have a friend on a forum. He's 21, but he's commiting suicide... today... Paperofury his username. David Ian Mars Sherman his real name. He's was fun around the forum alright...
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Ack! I forgot to do the scans! Shit, I even forgot the most important part of my update! Shit,shit,shit!
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~djet0 (Milfie-jet)

PS I'm looking at my current music... I see what's coming up...
~Animefreak: Wah! FLCL!~

Sigh...

2005-11-11T09:02:02Z

Tch, she's on my mind constantly in my subconcious. Her name would make others laugh, but looking at her again would tell you that she's still mad at her ex and something is troubling her. It was another dream that finally made write this.
~It's was a grey, cloudy day at our school library... at least that's what it looked like.... and there were a few of us sophomores. I believe there was Marco, Renee, Desiree, Debra, Jessica Long, Antonio, me and her... the other Jessica, Lucas. Why is it that when I look at her there's the feeling of, of... I dunno, it's that eye shadow that gets darker every time i see her. What has she been doing? Well, anyways, at the library there was good ol' Mr I. And we were doing some kind of ... I believe, discussing our futures. And, as always, everyone says something funny like crab measurer or outhouse managment. Sure there were laughs and such, but it was until Jessica Lucas had to go. We said our good byes and I followed the group of sophomores that went with her. But I hung around the door and bade her one more farewell "See ya,guys!" and then there were the "Bye, ET!" and stuff. Then I called out to her. She turned around and faced me. But there was that look again, she looked like as if she was fine and smiling, but no, there was something more to that look. So said something I always wanted to say, I think I whispered it too, "Jess, if you ever need help, I'm your friend, be sure to take care, kay?" And it then she did something that she rarely did. She walked up me and gave me a hug and said, "Thanks, ET." I stood there with a small smile on my face. I gave her a nod, "Sure." And I watched them as they walked down the hallway towards the exit I waved once more. I will never forget that hug, one of a dream that felt ever so real. The feeling still lingers on body.~
I swear, I thought the looks thing only happened in anime and manga... dam... I just want to help her in some way... could it be that the old crush is rising again? Who knows... And here I am, undecisive... Guys, lemme tell something, djet0 will always be there for you whenever possible, kay?
~Take care now...

Wee, Galaxy Angel!

2005-11-08T05:23:56Z

Aaaah, I'm feeling good today i guess...
I have a small set of new anime songs in my collection... though i'm still bummed about the cool picture...
anyways, hear this, or if you heard already:
R. Kelly's making an urbaan opera!
Dunno the name of the movie, but its sounds, funny awesome!
I mean the guy sings everyones lines for, i dunno, about an hour, crazy, no?
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I still like the tunes in AMV Hell 0...
they're still catchy...
XD XD XD XD XD
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What? I ain't no perv... i haven't weatched all day, just my Algebra II homework... geez

Oh, Galaxy Angel...

2005-11-07T05:40:26Z

I'm a fan of an anime called Galaxy Angel... yes, it's a romance/comedy.
Anyways, earlier today, I found a totally cool picture that had all six angel frames in one pic. Totally cool looking, yo.
The frames are equilvelent to TIE fighters, X wings, etc. Except they're more custom looking...
Dammit, I saved it... then opened it five hours later (lots of internet surfing in between too)... the file was corrupted...
And the FRICKIN pic wasn't in the history!!!!1
Dammit!!!! XDXDXDXDXDXDXDXDXDXDXDXDXDXDXDXDXDXDXDXD
Fuck, shit, bitch, asshole, son of a BITCH!

OMFG OMFG OMFG!!!!!!!! ... Meh...

2005-11-07T05:33:08Z

Choir, choir, I love choir!
Yes, tres, dos, uno Dos, tres, fuck, shit, bitch, asshole son of a bitch!
Everybody cuddle, blah I mean huddle.
I just stepped in a mud puddle, ack, butthole!
Freak, who just freakin slapped me on the cheek?
I did, I did but i ain't no sneak.
Cover me, smother me with love that's brotherly.
That didn't work, cuz i wasn't there to play.
Hut one, hut two, hut hut Hurry up hut hut
Feels like something bit my butt
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Alright, enough of this, I can't find anymore ryhmes, dammit.
Right, you guys probably noticed, I DIDN'T GO TO CHURCH TODAY!!!!!
What? Church?
YES, CHURCH, SINGING WITH THE CHOIR AT 1 O' CLOCK!!!
DAMMIT!
=P
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I have a long story to explain to Ms, Carrol, heh...
Not cool, yo.

Heylo!

2005-11-06T05:23:35Z

Aiya! It's beeeeen soo long since i posted.
Alright, here's the thing: AMV Hell 1, 2 (Son of AMV Hell), 3 (The Motion Picture), and 0 <--- You want to stay away from this one... unless you're a perv.
Waaah! It sooo cwazy, like girls gone groddy!
Yes, second movie: Dr Tran!
Features a little five year kid being picked on by some narrator dude.
*Pulls a chair and sits down* Anyways...
So how was it going in LJ, buds? Too many dreams I couldn't put in, like the one about Sna Franvegas!
Kay, on my last movie I watched: Battle Royale!
It's so ehffing bloody dude, so gory, but not as gory as the manga. Crazy I say.
It's still sad though, but not sad enough. I look forward to BR2.
Continuing, I had cookies recently, you know what that means?
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-Hey there. Are you going to run off again?
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-Can I at least have your name?
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-(Wow, she's a miracle when she smiles)
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Yeah, I snoozed once and saw her. Yep.
My mother's sick, I stressed out her final nerve... (I said I was sorry!)
My dad is getting our house remodeled (Outside okay, Inside: Wtf? Columns?)
I kinda like our room though, it's not to shabby, yo.
Back on the AQS forum, holy sh- my luck, is like wacky. I changed my name to Milfie-jet!
Who's Milfie? Her full name is Milfieulle Sakuraba, a Galaxy Angel. I so have to get the rest of manga! In Japan, Galaxy Angels II is out with a new batch of cuties and new adventures... ew, I sound like loli-pedo fiend. Dam.
Here's what she looks like:

She has extraordinary luck, yo. It could be extraordinarily good or extraordinarily bad.
Myne was bad.
My forum is growing weirder, I definitely put back together. My other problem is: ... animefreak... Yes, though is an admin, she doing some wring stuff, yo. Please read our rules and get it sraight, kaykay?
Righty-oh yeah, she gave us pretty cool keychains, huh. They're dragons and schtuffs (Mine has aninja doing the sign for sheep). It's cool.
Oh yes, speaking of cute stuff, lemme show something:

You think this is a girl? Haha, this why I love Akamatsu's work. Obviously this isn't one of his, but originally the character belongs to him.
You remember Negi... with hair extensions? This is him... what? It's his students' fault. They needed something that would raise the cuteness factor in their costumes and haunted house gig.
Yep, go ahead and swoon.
Are you guys still thinking about AMV Hell 0?
I say avoid it, and I will never ever call you pervert(s) .... ... ..... .. .... ...... For the next FOUR DAYS, yo.
If you still want to know, one word: H----i
Get the picture yet? I hope so.
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Ah crap, I just remember, I got a project to work on with Zekiel. Dammit, I hate it. Building an 11'' tower to support a brick for 5 seconds, my A Kaching, Kaching.
Oh, if you're bored, come and read magas here: http://manga.clone-army.org/
It's an okay site, they have a bunch of parodies... I think.
Avoid Nana's Life. It says Saddest Comic Ever... It's true, dammit.
Kay, I'm out of ideas now. Comment please, I am lonely... and bored, no?
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~Never Change, Never End~
~Milfie-jet

Good gawd....

2005-10-18T04:34:25Z

Heh... it looks like the words i was looking for were under my nose the whole time...

~Subhuman by The Pillows

Goodbye
I must be leaving now
Because maybe
I'm full of likes and dislikes
The noise on the street is unbearable
But maybe
I have got nowhere to go

So I wanna be a bat
And I want to touch the sun
I will try to force a smile

I cannot stand this heat
Please tell me
Where I am right now

I woke up at midnight again
Oh baby
I did not know what to do next
I can't see
But I can feel, all the time
Oh baby
I have got nothing to lose

Just I wanna be a bat
And I want the shining star
I will try to force a cry

I cannot stand this heat
Please tell me
Where I am right now
-Fin-

The only song sung in English by The Pillows is the perfect metaphor for today. Hmph

...meh.

2005-10-18T04:10:24Z

This is one of those days again... where i want to say sumthing, but in the middle of thinking what to say, so i must say sumthing to satisfy the fact i must say sumthing NOW... so... i'll be off for now... and i'll be back with sumthing to say later...

Goodness,..

2005-10-11T00:19:10Z

i havent updated nuthin... not good, no? ai yi yi... i am in nooooo mood to dothis.... so it's gonna be short.... actually... Fughedaboutit....

Eeyah...

2005-10-06T04:49:06Z

Strange... It's strange I tell you... things everywhere are strange, dumb, stupid, fun, but STRANGe... sigh... i can't really think what i want... is this what they call writer's block? Well, is it? So Calvin wants to apologize... thats good... he seems nice, but is he? I don't plan anything against him. Actually, I never did... I kinda feel sorry for him... Mike Doi's the reason; every morning he would pester Calvin like some kind of peon... Poor Calvin, he addmitted some stuff I think he didn't really like to say...

He had sex with a girl... Oh-kay... Mike Doi keeps asking, "Are you gonna ask her for a blowjob?" or "I know you want it! Ask her!" You know what, Doi? If you ask a girl for that, you're probably gonna make her think, "Is this what he wants me for?" Lil dumbass, as I learned feom the guys, you're supposed to wait at least a few weeks in this kind of relationship... then wait. And wait some more. Here, have some more "wait" with that... I think you wait until she tells you, she'll give you one... Well... yeah... I hope I could help Calvin... he looks like he's got no one to talk to...

I hope he feels a bit better... and apologize too... I still wonder though... who's his girl?

mmm...

2005-10-04T02:04:22Z

You Are 50% Boyish and 50% Girlish

You are pretty evenly split down the middle - a total eunuch.
Okay, kidding about the eunuch part. But you do get along with both sexes.
You reject traditional gender roles. However, you don't actively fight them.
You're just you. You don't try to be what people expect you to be.

How Boyish or Girlish Are You?

this sounds pretty standard alright... okay, good, thats done, wee, what fun...